Stupid Wandering Thoughts...

Ugh.

What a stupid, crummy, bah humbug day.

You might wonder, "Why are you having that sort of a day?"

And you're surprised, why?

I'd reply, "I did that incredibly foolish thing where I let my mind wander, unchecked, to thoughts that open up old emotional wounds. Again. I know it's a stupid, masochistic thing to do, and I let it happen anyway...which kind of adds another layer of "duh stupid!" to the already crappy hurt feelings. /sigh"

Yeah, yeah, yeah...look at me with all of the condescending tones that you want...you won't make me feel worse than I already do, trust me.